《相信我吧！新加坡》
我是年轻的卫国军，有的是满腔的热血。
有的是精力充沛，相信我吧新加坡！

我要用这股力量，献身于新加坡。
我要把敌人消灭，相信我吧新加坡！

I'm intrigued by the sight of my nephew marching around the living hall and singing that song.

It is indeed a lazy old sunday.

But somehow I feel bewildered and confused.
I know how I'm feeling but yet I feel like I'm running away.
Sometimes, I know I tend to over analyse matters and it's been a proven fact.
I know myself too well.
Paranoia? Perhaps.
But I worry because I fear being hurt again.
And I've been there done that.
It's not a nice feeling at all.

What do I do now from here on.